César New York (2)🌟

Feeling Myself Around Food 🍽️🌟 🌺I've realized that a lot of times when I eat, I end up playing with my phone to avoid awkwardness or just to zone out, but it doesn't feel as enjoyable. 🌟That's why I started doing wine pairings—because once I get a little tipsy, I genuinely start to focus more on the experience, even though it sounds a bit odd. But sometimes, dining alone can feel a bit awkward, especially when it's usually in groups. 🌺 After a while, I got used to it, and sometimes people around me would strike up a conversation. But as someone with severe awkwardness, it's tough. Drinking helps a bit. So, if anyone else often dines alone at fine dining places, I'd love to know how you handle the awkwardness... I know it's a bit of an um... but still. 🌟Sometimes the staff talks to me, and once, someone insisted on taking my photo because she thought I looked nice that day. I thanked her, but I felt really happy inside even though I declined. I just can't bring myself to take photos... because deep down, I still feel like I don't look good. 🍃 I don't know what it is, but I really love eating delicious food and dressing up for the occasion, just to make myself happy. 🌟I just don't want photos of me with the food... This might be a long-winded thought of mine. Hoping every day is the best gift. 🌇 #Fortune 🌟