Windy, but a place to finish off and publish my thoughts I have come to from my worldy travels. When you travel geographically you will unconsciously always travel internally.

And, my ever wondering questions of why? Why do this trip? Why over extend myself? What next and has this served me?

Will I ever know? Why is it not hitting me with this picturesque view of Dubai and it’s coastline. Or, is this all because I refuse to grow up, refuse to have the boring days. Yet, boring days may be the thing I need the most. To sit and understand what I already know. The only thing that brings consistent happiness, not spikes of dopamine is the contentment of our inner environment. Although, when this is achieved, are we even churning and burning productivity machines that fit the capitalist mould? I wish I knew more, but, I am now better at living in the moment.

From tasting cultures and people all over Europe and other places in the world I can conclude that Money is needed as tickets but has zero baring on whether someone likes you sincerely or not. We all pretend we believe this, but deep down we don’t. However, it is true. They say you only remember the memories and not the struggle. Unfortunately, I am different. I don’t remember all the pain and struggle, but the unnecessary inconveniences and wasting of time and money. Not that I would change this trip, but in future, more time in one place, less hoping around. The exhaustion quickly overrides your compassion for the sweetest Spanish kitty or older Greek lady. Brevity is a skill, let’s try use more of it. When someone speaks, don’t worry about responding, just listen deep and then the correct answers will bubble to the surface. Your phone’s popularity is not your popularity. The content you make does not deepen your friendships with humans. But, if you are good at it, it can free you up and you can legitimately make a very good living and travel with it’s success. The age of the self made celebrity is upon us.

What a lovely view..