I just want to thank those who chose to help me yesterday when I broke down and went and hid in a corner literally having a meltdown. Thank you so very very much! You have no idea what it meant to me! To those officers who were not willing to help me had absolutely no compassion for a human being w brain deficits no understanding of what I was supposed to be doing because I have never ever been in trouble...I think once you lose your compassion forget the reasons why you joined in the first place (which is I hope to help people) its time to find a new line of work! I was lost I was confused I begged for help I explained my deficits n was turned away by multiple of you. That lead me to go find a place to hide n cry which turned into a panic attack. I respect and love and care and cry for all of you and I am so very sorry for how people are treating law enforcement across the board. Don't harden your heart over a few bad apples. Remember most of us love and respect you. I respect you so much and so appreciate all you do n a few of you let me down and let me down hard. Today I am physically sick from yesterday's craziness and that is your fault because you lost your humanity. I don't know who you are I don't remember your faces. I do remember those who chose to find where my cries were coming from and that helped me. I remember a tall police officer w mostly white hair I remember those ladies faces who looked me in the eyes n gave me compassion and cared. My point is I love you and some of you let me down. Please soften your hearts remember more of us do love you than don't. Please when the next person BEGS you for help don't swat them away like a fly. I served my country too until I was let down by the institution itself. Don't let anyone else down. I'm begging you! All of what happened yesterday and now my suffering today could have been avoided if you had just stopped and taken the time to help someone in need no matter how big or small that need maybe! I was made to feel like you didn't care at all during what was a difficult moment in my life. Instead of helping me you made it so much worse n others had to clean up the mess you made namely me. Again thank you to EVERYONE WHO CARED AND SHOWED ME THE BEST OF HUMANITY! I AM GRATEFUL! when I get my new bank card I'm coming w a gift for the entire office that was so wonderfully kind and please make sure that the kind officer enjoys it too. Am I...
Ā Ā Ā Read moreLiterally called the PFA office to see if I can change my court date due to the fact Iām high risk in pregnancy right now and have an appointment to check my baby the same day of court and the pfa lady told me to call the court that they canāt do nothing for that I called the court and they told me to call the pfa office because they canāt do nothing with that either thatās not in their hands that itās up to the pfa office moral of the situation is either or is sending me to call places they should already know works with any of that legal matter and giving that itās a court house it should. Same as for a direct attorney or public defender they canāt help you unless charges are being pressed against you and last I checked ? Theyāre supposed to be helping anyone who needs help regardless of who is getting charged this is just beyond so stressful I donāt even want to show up to court no help no moral support not anyone or a lawyer to speak for me due to my situation is insane and just causing me more stress. All this was literally no point in doing because nobody is any help at all and everything is happening so fast I donāt even have time to get a lawyer š¤¦š¼āāļø. Pleaseee help me with a number or something somebody so I can please try changing my court hearing for maybe a 1 after or two ? So I have more time for a lawyer and I can attend my babyās appointment with out getting in trouble for missing court either or my baby comes first but any help would be...
Ā Ā Ā Read moreMy victimization at the hands of the person who assaulted me was matched only by my victimization by the District Attorney's office and the laws of this state. Failure to press appropriate charges, ie, criminal mischief for destroying EVERYTHING I OWNED leaves me ineligible for restitution! The DA messed up, I'm screwed. Nice. They refused to allow me to be present for the defendants testimony! They were allowed exclude me because I might change my testimony after hearing his!! I already testified! If I lied, they'd know! He was able to listen to MY testimony and change his accordingly. He committed perjury and when I found out, I offered proof, was basically told it wasn't worth the extra work to file new to charges. I was a VICTIM. I was treated worse than the defendant. This was a...
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