Most people try to live by self-propulsion. Each person is like an actor who wants to run the whole show; is forever trying to arrange the lights, the ballet, the scenery, and the rest of the players in his own way. If his arrangements would only stay put, if only people would do as he wished, the show would be great. Everybody, including himself, would be pleased. Life would be wonderful. In trying to make these arrangements our actor may sometimes be quite virtuous. He may be kind, considerate, patient, generous, even modest and self-sacrificing. On the other hand, he may be mean, egotistical, selfish and dishonest. But, as with most humans, he is more likely to have varied traits. It's talking about the false self. This image that we craft and present to the outside world as reality. This is self destruction. It's something that no matter how hard, hiw creative, is bound to send u to a down trend, tumbling head over heals, it's a naritive created to hide who u really are. I've never seen thus end well and I'm 100 percent that guy, . That was my reality. Self delusion. The more masks u wear the harder it is to know who u really are. You smil now and cry later. Later becomes more prevalent the longer you go. Be that curious kid trying to figure out how much life there is to learn. Ask questions. Being the center of attention of a horrific tragedy, it's not worth it. I wish I could communicate to people that there ok, u don't hide anymore. I don't care what u did who u hurt, finding your self in a make up room full of clever decizes, Tom cruse one day, and Adam Sandler the next, the lights smearing sweating it of and putting another one on. If your beautiful and talented and amazing a mask would make your lite dimmer. It wouldn't look good. The effert would be to much work for .these delusions we live are a trama response to a reality to painful to grasp and the main driver of our alcohol problem. Some were some time it hurt so bad we created a new person not based in reality. And until that is looked at ,...
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