
I have never had one slight of interest in social media except for Facebook and youtube im not and never was educated properly due to a very poor upbringing so I have to learn fast from society so I'm basically a retired woman of integrity and i have all my children growing up some has left families of their own so as the house gets empty gradually im like "hold on im starting to feel lost" very little knowledge of anything other than nappies prams and hard graft and being strong enough to cope on top of mental health ... here i am feeling so much different to then five years iv learnt by myself :) with pen and paper and taught myself endless history,science,government,elections...and also the darkside of our failing government corrupted so sadistic the truth of world aint so pretty and what i dnt get is if I could see this after 6months on YouTube why on Gods earth are there still millions of people ignoring what's happening to us our children's lives animals worldwide obviously the list is endless but thanks to you tube I've been able to turn my life round and learn my kids what life is really all about some of them think im crazy but I dnt mind seeds are planted in time watered enough they will grow so will they...so yeah bug thumbs up as i say to not having a clue to mind blowing very upsetting rabbit hole grieving for weeks for what man has done but only to be blessed with such a way of finding myself who i am and deeply into the hands of the Lord Jesus through my own way by following my heart and then i started to write down my days alone in prayer for the first time in my life then I got a bible even tho i didnt have a clue after hours in prayer music thanks to you tube I've written and marked scriptures i was led to in prayer and i would have all this wrote down and marking pages in the bible but yet I'd never read a bible for 35years so bit tense for a while but in good way and I didn't quite know what I was doing and why so I went to my local church my son also works there he does prison missionary but I will not lie for no one I came away with my life and soul completely shattered as due to me having been saying what im saying here they met with me i explained bout my spiritual awakening how i had felt the Holy Spirit brought all my writting excited that I finally felt alive for the first time in my life arriving in felt proud but unfortunately I picked up halfway through a feeling off instead of being listened to i felt I was being analysed as i am familiar with that feeling from a very young age so pick up very easily on energy around me changing sometimes I can nearly predict it happening so then due to being consumed with a change of energy i couldnt concentrate and I was trying so hard to just keep going as i started to doubt everything I had done for over a year and my heart broken i felt so stupid and started to go downhill and took a breakdown as i didnt know what was real anymore and thats scary stuff as i would say I was only a learner ... but as I got by that and also through the help of youtube by warning of this from churches i couldnt believe it but at the same time a sigh of relief as i then realised I had a lot more to learn i just didn't realise how much and how critical it is to be careful of what i watched from there on in so that led me to wake up faster and harder and in between this i was searching for lost family for over 20years and sadly I learnt that my cousin whom I was very close too beautiful Gordon Lennon had been killed tragically driving home crashing into electric poles and only for his video's of his amazing short life on YouTube i got to see him play football and watch how he took Dumbarton to the top of the league 8 times I watched my cousin alive smiling and that he was a dad so iv a lot to be thankfull for especially for to be able to grieve over Gordon in such a way you can't imagine and thats cause I got to see his smile and kept Christ close to my heart and my life has been an seemingly what not full of its ups n downs .... prayer n...
Read more7/7/2024 I've invested my own money in purchasing numerous videos from YouTube, only to have my account unexpectedly frozen one day. YouTube claimed they had reviewed my content and discovered serious or repeated violations of their spam, deceptive practices, and scams policy. However, this accusation baffles me as my channel contains no content of my own—only videos I've purchased. Their lack of leniency has left me questioning the fairness of their review process. It raises a concern: if my account can be penalized without just cause, does this constitute a deception to consumers? According to YouTube's policies, they prohibit spam, scams, or deceptive practices that exploit the community, and violations can lead to account termination. Yet, in my case, where no content was created, the application of these policies seems unjust. It's a situation that calls for a thorough and transparent review process to ensure that honest consumers are not wrongfully penalized.
Initially, I harbored suspicions that my computer had been compromised once more, with an unauthorized party exploiting my account for fraudulent schemes. Yet, upon deeper contemplation, I've come to consider the possibility of a retaliatory strike by YouTube. Some years back, I voiced my discontent with YouTube's endorsement of 60-second shorts via Google Maps, a feature I believed fostered widespread content pilfering across platforms like WeChat, Weibo, Douyin, Little red book, and TikTok. There, individuals would brazenly commandeer others' videos for their own gain, a practice I found utterly reprehensible. However, with time, my perspective has shifted. Acknowledging the considerable sway these entities hold, it's hardly shocking that YouTube might engage in such unprincipled conduct. Viewed through this lens, my earlier outrage seems misplaced, an overreaction to the inevitable machinations of influence and power. Now in my fifties, the urge to engage in disputes with the younger generation over matters of personal honor has diminished. Age and introspection have bestowed upon me a tranquility in addressing such conflicts, favoring a measured and composed approach over the fiery indignation of my youth.
7/3/2025 In 2023, my computer was unfortunately hacked. Someone infiltrated my system through Google's web browser, and I suspect a keylogger was involved. One by one, my sensitive information — bank account details, email passwords, eBay and Amazon accounts, Steam games, and access to various social media platforms — was stolen.
In response, I took immediate action: I reformatted the hard drive, reinstalled the operating system, and gradually began the painstaking process of recovering and reorganizing my accounts. Regrettably, my YouTube account also fell victim to this breach. Someone had used my email address for spam, leading the YouTube team to block my account without my knowledge. I discovered this unfortunate situation the next morning, but by then it was too late.
My goal in recovering my YouTube account was simply to watch videos without any restrictions. I have already sent five emails to the YouTube support team to explain my predicament; however, I have yet to receive a satisfactory response. The last representative I spoke with, Tom C., advised me to appeal in a specific manner. While I appreciate his guidance, I can’t help but feel frustrated.
Although I can access YouTube using other accounts, switching back and forth is inconvenient and cumbersome. I've expressed this concern clearly in my communications. If resolving the issue with my original YouTube account proves impossible, I may have to reluctantly concede defeat and move on.
In situations like these, it's disheartening to feel so powerless against technology and customer service channels that seem unresponsive. I hope that companies can improve their support systems to better assist users facing similar challenges. It's crucial for them to recognize that behind every account is a person seeking help...
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It's Rewind time.
If I controlled Rewind I would want
Fortnite and Marques Brownlee.
Is this what you wanted?
You know who I would have asked for?
Quit horsing around.
Play me some of that jumping music.
Did you say jumping music?
Jumping music?
Everybody! Off!
Not even a thank you?!
Is that Marques?
I want Liza!
Yeaaaaaahhhh!!!!
So guys, apparently we control Rewind this year.
Y'all we can do whatever we want. What do we do?
There's one thing this video needs.
K-pop!
Can I have a Royal Wedding?
Yeah, but you're marrying Bongo Cat.
Wait, what?
Rewind needs more science.
Can we do an experiment?
I love that. Melting lipstick.
I want to eat something.
Mukbang!
Yes, let's do it in Korea!
Gallop, what do you want?
Marshmello needs to be in this video.
Who is Marshmello?
How about yodeling kid?
With Adam Rippon!
Guys, let's do the In My Feelings challenge.
Right!
I love this song!
Let's hear the remix!
Wait, wait, wait. Hold on, hold on.
You know who really needs to be in this Rewind video?
Everyone who managed to do something bigger than themselves this year.
Found a way to help the causes that matter to them most.
To everyone who proved it's ok to talk about mental health this year.
Showing our viewers that it's ok to go through tough times like that.
It takes a lot of bravery to be that vulnerable and I'm so proud of this community.
I think this year's Rewind should celebrate the fierce, fabulous
and empowering art of drag.
I want to see all of you be your own kind of beautiful.
And to those people who have raised money in the field of education.
Can we also give a moment to Asian representation in entertainment this year?
Major strides were made.
And to the people who put aside their differences.
Yeah, and created something really special.
Here's to all women in 2018 for finding their voices.
It's nice seeing how women grew and were empowered.
Can we give a moment to working moms? Let's do it!
To everyone who taught, or learned, something new this year.
And to all the refugees and anyone looking for a home.
All of us should send a toast to the kids who follow their dreams.
I want to thank the whole community that always supports during our best and worst.
We are a family, we are a team.
Family is everything.
I want to give a moment to everyone who supported me when I got sick.
All of the comments and messages I got made me feel like I wasn't alone.
We're forgetting something.
I think we should read the comments.
Yeah I have a feeling this is going to get a little bit crazy.
Let's give the people what they want.
Aaaahhh
That's...
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