The testimony is to share how God guided me through this time of personal and professional crisis. God Truly Exists
I want to testify that God truly exists and that God is Great!
For the last few years since Dec 2019, I have been working in a very toxic environment. My boss did not pay us on time. She would berate and belittle us. Things got especially bad when I became afflicted with Osteoathritis and needed walking aids like a cane and wheelchair. It was also extremely challenging when the delay in payment of salaries stretched to four months.
I kept praying to God and eventually I decided that I had to report my boss to the Ministry of Manpower. I knew I was committing career suicide. I would have to resign eventually but I had no back-up plan. I did not have another job waiting for me though it was not for the lack of trying. But things continued to get worse. I kept praying and eventually God helped me to take that big step and I tendered my resignation over the Good Friday weekend of 2024. I still did not have a back up plan in place. I was crippled, drained and very much afraid.
But throughout it all, I kept hearing God’s voice. God reminded me to have faith. God had a plan for me and He would not abandon me. God told me not to regret my decision and that this was the true test of faith. All I had to do was Trust. My own understanding was limited. I did not know His plan. But I have to trust that God prepared something for me.The timing was all part of God’s plan. I had to report to the authorities at that time. Any later and I may not recover what is owed. I went first a number of interviews and experienced a similar number of missed opportunities. I thought I was suited for a few of those positions. I was scared that I could never gain employment especially with my disabilities. My confidence was free falling. But I had to keep the faith. What all this meant was God had something better in mind for me.
I have found a job. It does not pay as well but the hours are better. God is telling me not to panic as He has something better in mind. I do not understand but I just have to trust that God’s love is real and He has a better plan for me.
Throughout this time, the following quotes from scripture have guided and comforted me.
Proverbs 3:5-6
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.”
2 Corinthians 12:10
“That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.”
Psalm 56:3-4
“When I am afraid, I put my trust in you. In God, whose word I praise—in God, I trust and am not afraid. What can mere mortals do to me?”
Matthew 6:26
Look at the birds of the air, for they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they?
I would be lying if I said I was not nervous about the new job. But I will keep praying that God continues to be there for me. Thank you all for your prayers and of course, thank you God! God bless...
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